Afraid to walk into sacred hearing with unwashed feet
Gregory fears that a weak speech would insult holy things, yet resolves to explain why he has dared to speak.
And so it seems safe to keep quiet. Otherwise, on the pretext of giving thanks but in truth perhaps out of rashness, I might say undignified, cheap and trite things about solemn and holy matters, and not only fail to reach the truth, but even, as far as lies in me, take something away from them in the minds of those who believe these things are so. For a weak speech will sketch them by insulting them rather than by matching the deeds in power. And yet what is yours, dear friend, cannot be torn down or insulted; and much more do divine things remain as they are, unshaken, not harmed at all by our small and unworthy words. But I do not know how we shall escape a name for boldness and rashness, having leapt in our folly, with small mind and small preparation, upon great matters, perhaps beyond us.
If we had been eager to show off like this elsewhere and before other people, we would have been bold even so, and somewhat at fault. Yet the rashness would not have been put down to shamelessness, since the bold venture would not have been made in your presence. Now, however, we shall fill up the whole measure of folly, or have filled it already, for we have dared to step, as the saying goes, with unwashed feet into ears where the divine Word himself makes his home. He does not walk there as he walks in the ears of most people, with his feet covered, as it were, by thick hides of riddling and obscure words. He walks there with bare feet, so to speak, clear and plain. And we, carrying our human words like filth or mud, have dared to pour them into ears trained to hear divine and pure voices.
Is it enough, then, to have gone wrong this far? Must we now at least begin to be sensible, and go no further with the speech, but stop here? I would like to. Yet since I have once been bold, let me be allowed first to state the cause that led me into this contest, in the hope that I may be pardoned for this rashness.
Greek
Καὶ δῆτα τὴν ἡσυχίαν ἄγειν ἀσφαλὲς καταφαίνεται, μή πῃ προφάσει μὲν εὐχαριστίας, ὑπὸ δὲ προπετείας ἴσως περὶ σεμνῶν καὶ ἱερῶν ἄσεμνά τε καὶ εὐτελῆ καὶ καταπεπατημένα διεξιὼν, οὐ μόνον οὐκ ἐφικνῶμαι τῆς ἀληθείας, ἀλλὰ καὶ καθαιρῶ τι, τό γε ἐπ᾽ ἐμοὶ, παρὰ τοῖς οὕτως ἔχειν πιστεύουσιν, ὡς ἀσθενὴς ὢν ὁ λόγος περιυβρίζων μᾶλλον, ἤπερ ἐξομοιούμενος τοῖς ἔργοις τῇ δυνάμει ὑποτυπώσεται. καίτοι τὰ μὲν σὰ, ἀκαθαίρετα καὶ ἀνύβριστα, ὦ φίλη κεφαλὴ, καὶ πολὺ μᾶλλον τὰ θεῖα μένοντα ἑαυτῶν, ὡς ἔχει, ἀσάλευτα, οὐδὲν βλαπτόμενα ὑπὸ τῶν μικρῶν καὶ ἀναξίων ἡμετέρων λόγων. ἡμεῖς δὲ οὐκ οἶδ᾽ ὅπως τὴν τῆς θρασύτητος καὶ προπετείας δόξαν διαφευξόμεθα, ἐπιπηδήσαντες ὑπ᾽ ἀνοίας, μικρῷ καὶ νῷ, καὶ παρασκευῇ, μεγάλοις καὶ ὑπὲρ ἡμᾶς ἴσως πράγμασι. καὶ εἰ μὲν ἀλλαχόθι που καὶ ἐπ᾽ ἄλλων τοιαῦτα προεθυμήθημεν νεανιεύσασθαι, θρασεῖς μὲν καὶ οὕτως ἦμεν καὶ πλημμελεῖς τινες. οὐ μὴν ἀλλ᾽ ἀναίδεια τῆς προπετείας αἰτία, τῷ μὴ ἐπὶ σοὶ ταῦτα θρασύνεσθαι. νυνὶ δὲ πᾶν τὸ μέτρον τῆς ἀνοίας ἀποπλήσομεν, ἢ καὶ ἀπεπλήσαμεν ἤδη, ἐπεμβαίνειν τολμήσαντες ἀνίπτοις τοῖς ποσὶ, τοῦτο δὴ τὸ τοῦ λόγου, ἀκοαῖς αἷς αὐτὸς ὁ θεῖος λόγος οὐδὲν ἐσκεπασμένοις, ὡς ταῖς τῶν πολλῶν ἀνθρώπων, τοῖς ποσὶν, ὥσπερ ὑπὸ παχέων τινῶν δερμάτων τῶν αἰνιγματωδῶν καὶ ἀσαφῶν λέξεων, ἀλλὰ γυμνοῖς, ὡς ἂν εἴποι τις, σαφὴς καὶ πρόδηλος ἐμβατεύων ἐπιδημεῖ. ἡμεῖς δὲ ὥσπερ ῥύπον ἢ πηλόν τινα τοὺς ἀνθρωπίνους ἡμῶν λόγους φέροντες, ἐπαντλεῖν ἐτολμήσαμεν ἀκοαῖς θείων καὶ καθαρῶν ἀκούειν μεμελετηκυίαις φωνῶν. ἆρ᾽ οὖν ἀπόχρη μέχρι τούτου ἁμαρτεῖν, καὶ νῦν γοῦν σωφρονεῖν ἄρξασθαι χρὴ, μηκέτι μὲν περαιτέρω προβαίνοντας τῷ λόγῳ, αὐτοῦ δὲ καταπαύσαντας; ἐβουλόμην μέν· οὐ μὴν ἀλλ᾽ ἅπαξ μοι θρασυνομένῳ, ἐξέστω τὴν αἰτίαν πρῶτον εἰπεῖν, ὑφ᾽ ἧς ἐναχθεὶς ἐπὶ τοῦτον ἧκα τὸν ἀγῶνα, εἴ πῃ καὶ συγγνώμη γένοιτό μοι τῆς προπετείας ταύτης.