Self-will
But pride is not the only sort of idolatry which we are all by nature guilty of. Satan has stamped his own image on our heart in self-will also. I will, said he, before he was cast out of heaven: I will sit upon the sides of the north (Isaiah 14:13). I will do my own will and pleasure, independently of that of my Creator. The same does every man born into the world say, and that in a thousand instances. Indeed, and avow it too, without ever blushing on that account, without either fear or shame. Ask the man: Why did you do this? He answers: Because I had a mind to it. What is this but: Because it was my will, that is in effect, because the devil and I are agreed, because Satan and I govern our actions by one and the same principle. The will of God meanwhile is not in his thoughts, is not considered in the least degree, although it is the supreme rule of every intelligent creature, whether in heaven or earth, resulting from the essential, unalterable relation which all creatures bear to their Creator.
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8. *But pride is not the only sort of idolatry, which we are all by nature guilty of. Satan has stamped his own image on our heart in self-will also. I will, said he, before he was cast out of heaven, I will sit upon the sides of the north. I will do my own will and pleasure, independently on that of my Creator. The same does every man born into the world say, and that in a thousand instances. Nay, and avow it too, without ever blushing upon the account, without either fear or shame. Ask the man, “Why did you do this?” He answers, “Because I had a mind to it.” What is this but, “Because it was my will;” that is in effect, because the devil and I are agreed: because Satan and I govern our actions, by one and the same principle. The will of God mean-time is not in his thoughts, is not considered in the least degree: although it be the supreme rule of every intelligent creature, whether in heaven or earth, resulting from the essential, unalterable relation, which all creatures bear to their Creator.